Breathe in, breathe out. Breathe in breathe out.
Go…
Did you feel it? I did it. I’m in – really in (I think). I took a leap of faith.
- Faith in the blogging system
- Faith in me, that I will open up and share things
- Faith in you, my blog readers, that you’ll be gentle on me
- Faith that you will even find anything I have to say of value
I think I’m ready.
It really is time.
This is really hard for me. Opening up, being me, showing my vulnerable side. I sort of learned a long time ago that people didn’t want to hear my problems. I’m one of those people who aren’t supposed to have trials, issues, hurts or disappointments. Well, I do.
We all have trials. Some trials are obvious. While other trials are not so obvious. Sometimes one person’s trials look like blessings to others – weird, I know!
My trials, for the most part, are not obvious. And though I’m opening up, you most likely will not read them in the blog. Most of my trials are meant for me alone to bear. Alone, but never truly alone. I have my big brother who has already born my trials for me.
I believe that once you put something out there, you can never take it back. I have realized that I move past things and even forget they happened. So, I will not be sharing those types of issues.
I will, however, share concerns and triumphs and even set-backs. Please know that even though I don’t share them openly, the trials are there. My life is not all sunshine and roses, but I like to be the kind of person who focuses on the beautiful flower and looks past the thorns.
I enjoy my imperfect, crazy life and am blessed beyond measure through it.
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